One week to go til some time off and a relax. I'm feeling pretty wiped this week. Al's on ridiculous shift so it's been early mornings and my brain is already in "please can it be holidays now because I'm in need of more than one day off in a row" mode so I'm struggling. I think that combined with weekends that are taken up by DIY, it has wiped me out somewhat. It's got to be done though and we're at the bit where we're making headway, just not enough to be inspired heh! I think it's the bathroom, having not anticipated having to tile, we now have to so it's gonna take so much longer because of that. Eesh.
Still I think it's weekend off time as xmas parties happen for work on friday and saturday to look forward to. I'm a little weirded out by the party season this year, being totally sober around drunk people and the realisation that going out to somewhere like the KH or the pubs it'll not be the same as it was. Not that I was one to get mullered anymore, I'm a little to prone to hangovers these days and usualy stuck to one or two before switching to water but it's still strange.
It's kinda like watching my life going on through my eyes without me being part of it. It's kinda sad but not in a boo hoo way just in an oh blimey kinda way. I still don't know if I'll even feel ok to go out out... crowds freak me out somewhat at the moment which is very odd for me as I'm not normally bothered. But part of me wants to even for a bit as i know it will be a long while before I'll be able to go out out again. Still I shall see how I go tomorrow night in preparation for saturday :)
Bump is growing well, and loving doing some riverdancing around my stomach. It's good to know but sometimes it's like seriously... behave! heheheh! I saw Mandy yesterday and her bump is bigger than mine and she's having a girl. She said this one is like a washing machine summersaulting round inside which is odd as she didn't get that with Joe. hehehe, apparently bean is a kicker "like his dad" - i hope that's all he picks up from him ;) hahahah!
2 comments:
The fear of crowds thing is natural, after all, you have a little bean that you want to protect.
I know what you mean about the going out. Saying that though, my situation was different, and immobility more that anything else stopped me from going out. I couldn't even walk downstairs from 6 months on, I was too afraid my muscles would give out!
Enjoy your weekend. And congrats to Mandy. Hope all is going well.
And just in case I don't speak to you beforehand,
MERRY CHRIMBO!
I'll speak to you on NYE to say happy birthday though!
(Oh noes! That's funny! The word verification for this was bongs! Well, it made me giggle anyway.)
Yeh it was different but only in that way, I can't imagine going out out after this week and once the bump gets massive. I mean my centre of gravity is a little dodgy anyway now but when I'm that big it's gonna be traumatic just getting to work!
Mandy is very well, so far so good so we have all fingers crossed until her bean gets the all clear whenever that may be :)
I'll probably speak to you before xmas, even if it's a text at xmas saying merry xmas to you and Princi and your lovely rents but happy xmas anyway lovely, I hope recent events haven't overshadowed it too much. xxx
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